On Fire for God
Today I spoke at First United Methodist Church in Watsonville. I was invited to speak for Laity Sunday.
I arrived early enabling me to listen to the choir as they practiced before the service. As I listened, I found myself getting choked up and I was surprised by this. The chorus of the song they were practicing went (something) like this:
Even though I cannot see you, Lord, I love you
I cannot touch you, but I embrace
I cannot know you, but I follow
I cannot see you, but I believe
It brought tears to my eyes as I listened to these words. I thought to myself 'how perfect the song goes with my message today'...
Again during the service as the choir performed the song, I found myself choked up - it brought tears to my eyes - the song was so meaningful for the message I was about to give to the congregation.
As I stood to give my message, making a final blow to my nose and wipe to my eyes, I told the congregation how I was feeling and how I was so joyful to be with them that morning. I delivered my message about faith and doubt and I could feel it was being well received.
At the end of the service, the pastor asked me to join her at the exit of the church and we greeted the congregation as they exited. They were so kind to me with comments, hand shakes and a few hugs!
Finally, the pastor shared with me how perfect she thought the song had turned out for my message and she explained that the choir director had selected the song BEFORE knowing what I would speak about or the scriptures I would reference!! I laughed out loud when I learned this...
This perfect song to accompany my message was selected WITHOUT any knowledge of what my message would be. Can anyone say GOD IS ALIVE AND WELL!?!?
I certainly can and how wonderful God is in showing me how on target I am with my speaking. It's not the easiest thing in the world to go from non-church person to church-person-speaking-at-the-pulpit in the short amount of time I have made this transformation and there has been a ton of doubt to accompany me along the way. But God is there, too, and He reminds me today that I am not alone on this journey - He is there guiding me and holding me up and for that, I'm on fire for God!
-- Kristin
I arrived early enabling me to listen to the choir as they practiced before the service. As I listened, I found myself getting choked up and I was surprised by this. The chorus of the song they were practicing went (something) like this:
Even though I cannot see you, Lord, I love you
I cannot touch you, but I embrace
I cannot know you, but I follow
I cannot see you, but I believe
It brought tears to my eyes as I listened to these words. I thought to myself 'how perfect the song goes with my message today'...
Again during the service as the choir performed the song, I found myself choked up - it brought tears to my eyes - the song was so meaningful for the message I was about to give to the congregation.
As I stood to give my message, making a final blow to my nose and wipe to my eyes, I told the congregation how I was feeling and how I was so joyful to be with them that morning. I delivered my message about faith and doubt and I could feel it was being well received.
At the end of the service, the pastor asked me to join her at the exit of the church and we greeted the congregation as they exited. They were so kind to me with comments, hand shakes and a few hugs!
Finally, the pastor shared with me how perfect she thought the song had turned out for my message and she explained that the choir director had selected the song BEFORE knowing what I would speak about or the scriptures I would reference!! I laughed out loud when I learned this...
This perfect song to accompany my message was selected WITHOUT any knowledge of what my message would be. Can anyone say GOD IS ALIVE AND WELL!?!?
I certainly can and how wonderful God is in showing me how on target I am with my speaking. It's not the easiest thing in the world to go from non-church person to church-person-speaking-at-the-pulpit in the short amount of time I have made this transformation and there has been a ton of doubt to accompany me along the way. But God is there, too, and He reminds me today that I am not alone on this journey - He is there guiding me and holding me up and for that, I'm on fire for God!
-- Kristin

